Okay, it hasn't been a week...

In actual fact it's been 13 days? Well over a week anyway since my last update and when I said I would update. I have no excuse, I was perfectly aware that I said I would update and yet I didn't. It was just pure laze. But here we go...

• Day 5: Final word count for the day was 10,080
• Day 6: 12,419 (2,339 words written)
• Day 7: 14,661 (2,242 words written)
• Day 8: 15,115 (454 words written)
• Day 9: 15,550 (435 words written)
• Day 10: 20,183 (4,633 words written)
• Day 11: 22,335 (2,152 words written)
• Day 12: 25,076 (2,741 words written)
• Day 13: 25,076 (0 words written)
• Day 14: 28,373 (3,297 words written)
• Day 15: 28,373 (0 words written)
• Day 16: 28,373 (0 words written)
• Day 17: 31,365 (2,992 words written)
• Day 18: ?

As you can see I had some fun days of writing. 3 days where I didn't write a single word and 2 days where I didn't even reach 500 words.But I made up for each of those *failed* days by writing almost double what I should have been writing each day. I can explain the days were I hardly wrote anything, I was at work at for most of the day and didn't have time to write. Day 18 is fixed with a question mark because I haven't begun to write yet.

At the current moment my story is seeming kind of slow. I hit 30k yesterday and it kind of feels like I've spent the whole time making my characters raid a kitchen for a cake. I know that's not true, that only took one chapter to accomplish and there were a couple where I discussed the lay of the land, introduced multiple characters and started the main plot. I also began writing out of order. I normally write my stories in order of Point A to Point B and so on. But because of the way my story is turning out I'm writing Point A to Point B to Point D before cutting back to Point C for a couple of line and then Jumping to J, and so forth...

I'm still not sure about the characters. I don't like them as much as I do the ones in my previous books. I just haven't connected, and I don't think that's a good thing. If you are not connected to your characters, they are not connected to you. You don't share the same views on subjects, and instead of them offering their own personal input to where the story can go, they leave it up to you and it feels like you're forcing everything forwards.

I hate that feeling. But maybe it's just the month? This time last year I had hit 50k and was pushing onwards to 75k. Anyway. I still think the idea of the story is sound, but I'm not the best writer to tackle such an idea. I can't wait until the month if over so that I can look at the story in a new light and think about editing it.

So! I promised the Forward of my novel. In its very first rough draft, here it is:

Forward.

The first words are not the first words at all. When one asks what is the first word of a book, people begin to think and have already thunk for years that they mean the first word of the first sentence in the first chapter. For example *The*. *The* is the first word. In actual fact you are wrong. The first word is often the first word in a title, maybe the first in the copy write page. Maybe the book skips all of that to land you straight into the middle of the story. In this case, the first word is the first word in the chapter.

*Forward*. Leading us onwards. This is the first word. And, if I may say so myself, it is far more interesting than the word *The*. That word doesn't leave much to stand on or doesn't really catch attention at all. It is a boring, plain word, that is used so often in story telling or any sort of speech at all that one generally skips over it. Forward, however, grips you. It tells a story. Forward to where? Forward from where? What is wrong with where you are? What is better about where you will go?

All one can really do when one reads that word is to read onwards, which is a word very much like forwards. All your questions will be answered the further you read.

Forwards! To where the tales of many are told, the secrets of princes and commoners laid down in the dust bare to all to see. To each new day beginning with a rising sun no matter where you are and the weather overhead. To each new heartache, sorrow, and joy and gratitude.

Forwards, and one may find peace. Unity from destruction, life from ashes, love... love from the shackles that bind.

NaNoWriMo Day Five

Word count since the 1st:

• Day 1: 1871 (1871 words written on day one)
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• Day 2: 3359 (1488 words written on day two)
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• Day 3: 5047 (1688 words written on day three)
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• Day 4: 7271 (2224 words written on day four)
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• Day 5: (Currently) 9699 (2428 words written so far on day five)

So far I am on schedule, managing to write just over each daily word goal. I had a slow start to the month, I had a big family day so I wasn't able to write as many words as I wanted too having only a limited amount of time on the computer. I started at midnight on the 1st, which was a first for me and very exciting to be able to do so! I loved it, even though the sound of my keyboard in almost complete silence gave me the spooks and the feeling I was waking the whole household.

On Sunday I worked all day but was able to write a few hundred on my phone during a break and the rest I wrote when I got home. The rest of the week was all right, as you see above my word count for each day has increased quite a lot as I'm getting more into my story and starting to understand where things are heading.

Because of my slow start, which was slow because I realised that apart from the idea I didn't really have a plot for my story, I wasn't too sure if I actually liked my story. Almost 10,000 words later and I can say that yes, yes I do like my story. Maybe I'm almost close to saying I love it. Maybe. It's close. A few more words, perhaps. But I am enjoying it. I'm loving the idea even more, but sadly I can't tell you what the idea is. I can, however say that the story is a romance, it's set in a dystopian future, it involves a boarding school, maybe even two of them, and at the moment it's quite political.

I have done political before, in my Fantasy novel The Assignment, that book was set around the assassination of my fantasy world's supreme leader and the reason for the assassination was the way the world was run and how it behaved. My NaNoWriMo book is political along a different sort of line, I think.

In a few days, maybe next week when I'm in Week Two, I'll update again with how my story is going and what my word count is. And, if you're lucky, I may even share with you an excerpt of the Forward to my book. This will be the only piece of my book you will read quite possibly for a long time. My plan for this story is not to give it a few months of editing and then self-publish it like my last two novels. My plan is to take my time and try and give it my all to make sure that it actually comes out exactly as I want it to. So it may be years before it hits public eye.

Do not worry though and think that this is going to take up all my time and you won't ever see anything else by me again until I'm done. I tell you that this is not the case. I am very talented and can multitask.

The Deed is Done

Today, the 9th of October 2014, I have selected Expanded Distribution. If you read my second to last blog post you'll know what that means. The price for Of Lights and Shadows has gone up to $18.50. The effects of E.D. will take up to six weeks or something like that, and the price change will probably take a week or so to spread out to Amazon.

In the post where I explained everything I gave a discount code to be used. That code is still active and gives you $5 off the price of my book. That was back when the price of my book was $15 so that you could buy the book for $10. I have a new code which I'll post below and that gives you a discount of $8.50 off. So if you do the maths that means you can still buy the book for the same amount as the previous discount did for the old price.

Now just for your information, just in case you didn't know and were thinking of trying it, those two codes only work for Of Lights and Shadows. If you try to use them on buying a copy of The Story of Silence they won't work.

On another line that has nothing what-so-ever to do with the subject above, I am really really excited for November 1st!!